Shell scholarship

28th january 2014. I want to make my birthday wish earlier a month. Can I?

I wish Shell will accept me and grant me a scholarship to University of Manchester and get the ...of this country. kthankbye

Copy pasted from somewhere

A boy is attracted to girls. A man is attracted to women. Now, this has nothing to do with the actual age of a person. I’m referring to maturity, life vision and stage of life. In fact, some people regardless of their age, will never really grow up. Also, this isn’t to say that a woman won’t ever have “girlish” or immature tendencies or vice versa. This post refers to one’s maturity and most points would also apply if you switch the genders as well.

If you are a boy, then expect that you will attract only girls. However, if you are a man (independent, knows your worth and value, has a strong moral compass, is considerate and an able communicator and doesn’t let insecurity dominate your psyche), then you should be dating a woman. And if you can’t spot the difference just yet, here are some pointers.

1. A girl throws tantrums. When displeased, upset or angry, she reacts just as she did as a child when she didn’t get her way with her parents. This often consists of screaming, pouting, giving the silent treatment, being passive aggressive and/or punishing. A woman still feels the emotions of being upset/displeased, but has cultivated the skill of responding versus reacting. She comes to the table as an adult, and communicates clearly what is bothering her.

2. A girl perceives herself as a princess and believes people should treat her like so. She is entitled and feels that she is owed and therefor expects more than she appreciates. A woman, has standards (what she holds herself to) not expectations (what she projects on to others).

3. A girl uses her physical beauty as her currency and basis of value. A girl may be so used to feeling validated through her looks and sexuality, that she uses this as her primary tool to get what she wants in life. A woman, knows her worth is beyond her physicality. A woman bases her value on her intelligence, her strength, her integrity, her values, her contributions, her humanity.

4. A girl banks on a man to be her financial strategy. A woman plans to be financially independent – she banks on… herself. And if she so happens to enter a relationship dynamic where it makes sense for her partner to be the primary breadwinner, it’s considered a bonus, not the expected life line.

5. A girl sees the world from a place of lack and scarcity. She competes and will even tear down another in order to secure resources or a mate. A woman helps other women. She knows that there’s plenty enough to go around and takes the high road of integrity to get what she wants.

6. A girl cannot be bothered with anything domestic and is proud of the fact that she cannot cook or clean. A woman understands that being domestic is not a duty, but understands that it is one way of taking care of herself and others. She also understands that in the event she wants to create a family, having a person in the household who can contribute domestically is important.

7. “A girl wants attention, a woman wants respect. A girl wants to be adored by many. A woman wants to be adored by one.” -anonymous

8. A girl does not respect her body.  She has not yet understood that her body and heart are sacred, and that it’s important to be mindful of how she treats it and who she shares it with. “A girl cherishes handbags, diamonds and her shoe collection as her prize possessions. A woman cherishes her health, her sense of self, and her talents as her greatest assets.” – N. Mah

9. A woman takes the time to reflect on the type of human she wants to be, the example she wants to leave and the vision for her life. She has put thought into her values and what she stands for. A girl has not established her moral compass or values and consequently, is often inconsistent. “After spending time with a girl, you feel exhausted because she takes more than she gives. After spending time with a woman, you feel invigorated, because she empowers you with possibility, and a passion for life.” – N. Mah

10. A girl has a checklist that prioritizes superficial qualities above anything else. Here is an example of how this checklist may look: Hot, popular, wears skinny jeans, over 6 feet tall, rich.. This is the checklist of what a woman may look for: High integrity, intelligent, kind, good communicator, emotionally available…

Now, a lot of these differences require taking the time to know someone to figure out if the apple of your eye is indeed a mature woman, or someone with an immature mindset. However, one of the quickest filters that you can notice from the beginning is this:

11. A girl plays games. A woman doesn’t.

Beauty, Smart and Heart?

I would like to express what kind of girls I would like to live since it is raining cats and dog in this lovely morning. Yes. I haven't slept yet.

I admit that before smartness, she will need to have beauty, Because without beauty, I wouldn't have notice. But she would have to be that pretty. She just have to be the one that you can see without getting bored.

The way i made that first statement doesn't mean beauty comes first. Smartness is my priority. I would like to have a girl that is unique in the way her think and the way the act. So special in a way that i could admire her. Special in a way that when people ask me what is so special that i could actually answer them. I wouldn't mind if she is smarter than me. I think i could handle smartness.

But smartness comes with a price. Smart girls tend to have less heart. May be in my preferences. I would mind if she is less caring to others, but she just have to care for me. But heart also meant that i would need more effort to make sure that I'm the one. But with more effort also meant that she would like to have more personal time which is hard for me to handle.  Well, choosing less heart also meant it's hard to convince her that I'm the one for her but it's easy to convince her that she is the one for me. LOL

The City of Stress

im sorry jeffrey. but I suddently feel like opening blogspot. I still cant` control my feelings. Im so fucked up. fuck me. kthks bye. i feel better now.

VR1

So, tonight was the night we planned since weeks ago.
Clubbing after the ezam week.
At 10 sharp we head to Virtigo at The Gardens.
Apparently no people was inside although its Ladies night.
So, we headed to Mist and Milk.
Sadly, its was also quite empty. Maybe because of the rain.
So we headed to Sultan Ismail road.
Theiban suggested it cause he told us that today was happening there.
We headed to a club VR1. We paid
And got trolled. Its also almost empty.
So we decided to drink finish d Chivas and head to another club opposite which is Water.
HAHAHAHA...but when its almost 1, theres alot of people.
We danced like mad ass. And got to pick up some girls..hahahahaha!! ok...not gona eleborate more on that.
Vr1 is mostly malays and indians. No chinese. I think im the only chinese there. HAHAHA.
But its also the best club i ever been. Because everyone is friendly there.
The sound system was not bad. U can feel your soul dancing with you.
Though its not that high class. i can rate it as the best night.
See ya! ^^

Clubbing fewer.

from now onwards, im gona list the best clubbing spot in malaysia.

Clubbing

yesterday was a hell of a night.
probably d best day ever.
I finally got drunk.OMG!
hahaha..i remembered everything i did.
i slapped frends face. Got slapped by my frends.
got ragging from frends. you know what i love getting drunk.