Tuesday, May 31, 2011
Its june!
- You like this.
I planned many stuff for June actually. Argh. Its now a brand new life for me. Thanks for reminding meng hoi
Road Not Taken
i chose A .
Even after getting warning from friends.
I broke my boundary. My faith. My promise.
Still i chose A.
Get my hair wet.
Bang my head into it.
Might have thought that just happy going with her.
A companion. A friend. Just need a close one to go through form6 life.
I accepted her love. Thought love is simple.
Accepting .Thought that im her type.
Try to love her. Impressed of her abilities. Her strength. Her maturity. Her LOVE to me.
Its all fake. Sudden affection is the best word for it.
Learn about this word just the day i accepted her. Gave her a chance to explain.
I accepted. With surrounding telling me its sudden affection.
Friends getting hurt. Rumors telling she is not a good girl. Being awkward by accepting a girl that was my best friend hunt.
Still. I bang my head into her.Only believing her words. A stranger. I only knew for 2 months.
If i just didnt hug her. Kiss her. All these would not have happen.
Two months later. Get bored. Telling me that she dont know what is with our relationship.
Only thinking of what other people would look at us. Think of us. Reputation.
Really so important? Didnt get know where was wrong. Keep thinking. Cant get the answer.
What? What if answers came? Still the same. Felt so lost. I dont need a friend to pity me.
And she made my life miserable. I dont need friends any more. Not now. Only a friend to help me in studies. I dont need a friend like Vincent. Cause i never took his advice.
Now regretted. Its all too late. Im sorry Vincent.
I thought of i need a evil type girlfriend. Didnt know it would be so hurtful. But without her. I wil never know that evil type is not my type. Thank God.
Even after getting warning from friends.
I broke my boundary. My faith. My promise.
Still i chose A.
Get my hair wet.
Bang my head into it.
Might have thought that just happy going with her.
A companion. A friend. Just need a close one to go through form6 life.
I accepted her love. Thought love is simple.
Accepting .Thought that im her type.
Try to love her. Impressed of her abilities. Her strength. Her maturity. Her LOVE to me.
Its all fake. Sudden affection is the best word for it.
Learn about this word just the day i accepted her. Gave her a chance to explain.
I accepted. With surrounding telling me its sudden affection.
Friends getting hurt. Rumors telling she is not a good girl. Being awkward by accepting a girl that was my best friend hunt.
Still. I bang my head into her.Only believing her words. A stranger. I only knew for 2 months.
If i just didnt hug her. Kiss her. All these would not have happen.
Two months later. Get bored. Telling me that she dont know what is with our relationship.
Only thinking of what other people would look at us. Think of us. Reputation.
Really so important? Didnt get know where was wrong. Keep thinking. Cant get the answer.
What? What if answers came? Still the same. Felt so lost. I dont need a friend to pity me.
And she made my life miserable. I dont need friends any more. Not now. Only a friend to help me in studies. I dont need a friend like Vincent. Cause i never took his advice.
Now regretted. Its all too late. Im sorry Vincent.
I thought of i need a evil type girlfriend. Didnt know it would be so hurtful. But without her. I wil never know that evil type is not my type. Thank God.
the worst thing a girl would say to a guy
Aih, i really dont know. i dont want things to be awkward.
the only thing i remember of you are these words..
the only thing i remember of you are these words..
Monday, May 30, 2011
broke up
12th May-she told me she pick me not her
15th May-was the last time she willingly called me baby
30th May-broke up.
15 days of getting bored. now she tell me after reading my blog.what a life
fell in love with the wrong person.totally suck.
15th May-was the last time she willingly called me baby
30th May-broke up.
15 days of getting bored. now she tell me after reading my blog.what a life
fell in love with the wrong person.totally suck.
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