I just had an argument with my mom just now.
I felt so bad as i just arrived Ipoh and had this in the car.
I finally realised that that every parents have their own way and that was my parents way.
My mom are those that only had family for her life.
Family is always first and the last.
Well, i could not have more disagree with her.
It`s just that she cared too much for me, studies , health, financially and also my security.
As for me , i always wanted to prove to my parents that they have raised me well and now m 19 and im able to take responsibility of my financial and my studies.
My mom just got unreasonable just now. She was dragging till i felt so bad.
She dont know if she misunderstood me or whatsoever, I tried to tell her that i just want to be responsible for what i did but she told me that have you imagine when one day that no one will ever care for you that you felt that you was lacking one.
Those sentences tore my heart apart. Even writing them now is suffocating.
I knew that i had wrong by the way i talked just now but you were wrong too.
Sometimes, i just could held on to my anger as you literally hurt me by the way you talked.
Anyway, I just wanted you to know that I will always be a good boy in your eyes and be a successful person in life that you will never regret on giving birth to me.
This is your son. This is jeffrey. Trust me. 

I really adore people that is into religion that is always good at managing their life but i adore more that is good at managing life without saying the word `God` as their daily life.

Sometimes, its really annoying that the only thing they can advise people or comfort people is by using the word `His Will`.

Well, what im trying to say is that we are friends. You are talking to a human. Why cant you talk back to me like a human instead of saying that `He is just testing you`. 

Zzzz....Its like talking to a small kid that Mummy is good. Follow my steps.

Hell. Well, if mummy is good, he will realise it and follow her foot steps.

Yeah. I think you dont get what im saying.

For example: If you are representing a religion that doesnt mean that you have to tell everybody that you are representing that religion while doing your stuff or what so ever.

If you are really that great, people will come to you eventually and ask you. So you are that religion? Thats what makes you proud saying it than telling the whole street that you that what what what.

Here is a real story. A professor from canada is rich. Had had lots of money. House. Car. Family. But he is missing something. Happiness through his soul. He did research on plenty of religion and end up as one of them. He says that looking through the community of that religion really didnt attract him at all. He says if he lives within that community , he would never fall for it. However , he is from canada and was attracted to it.

Moral of the story was. Stop saying any sentence that is related to him. Stop saying doesnt mean that you stop loving or stop caring. It just makes you be a better and stronger from the inside. God still sees you. Stop being an attention seeker.

hey . Its been a while since i last blogged.
Its been 3 months i guess.
Been busy working for the pass 2 months in Sub Zero.

Lets see what i still remember.
Yeah. I was the first one to come back from KL and immediately got a job next day.
So my work schedule is kinda crazy. 6days full which is 10-10 everyday except weekends will be 10-1030.
And i have to be 15 mins early b4 work everyday which means i have to wake up at 9 .15 everyday.
1 day off that would be saturday. To be honest even a guy like me cant take it.
May be because guys like me.LOL

This is why. Everyday after work i would straight go back and take my bath and that would already been 1045. Then i would take my supper in front of the computer checking my facebook account.
By the time i finish facebooking it will be 11.30. Thats just where the night just started.
I will just dota till 3 and then just sleep. That routine will continue for continuous 5 days till saturday.
And saturday will b the day to have all my activities held in a day.

This is what i could remember with all the Saturdays i did during my sem break.
Buying a guitar which cost me rm300+ which i pay using my previous salary.
Watching Battleship, Avengens , Dark Shadow, Madagasgar3, Piranha 3DD and.....zzz...i seriously cant remember.
I just remember spending all those time with NIcole.
yeah. we even did stupid stuff in her house.

And most important of all. the 2 months of suffering i bought a Nikon DSLR with d 2 months salary.
My mum paid it first. So i still owed her with 1 month salary.

Luckily, after that 2 months my family and I spend our time in Cambodia.
Not a really Romantic place to visit.
But still can be considered as a place to visit.Well, Wonders of the world they say.

Besides  that, working and playing that hardcore got me older like a year.
Thats why i have been sleeping so much in KL now.
I love this life. Getting enough sleep is the most important one.
Second would be study of course.LOL


What could i say. I totally blended in to the life style here already.
I wonder how would it be in Johor.
I guess its time to stop blogging.LOL.
See you next time jeffrey!

Take Care Bro.

today was an off day.
did all my fucking stuff at the bank in the early morning.
went to school to take my spm cert and also PMR cert? lol.
kar fu was admitted to hospital.
Hope you get well soon bro.
i dont wana lose a good friend like you.
btw...day really runs fast when its an off day

The book After spm

Went to popular with those guys last week.

I went to accompany them to spend their voucher.

I went to take a look at some books and found After Spm.

If im not mistaken of the title.

Typical Malaysian student.

Well, the book is about so called successfull student which have to overcome the obstacle after SPM.

Only the first story impressed me.

Well, the others are just typical chinese that went to college.

In conclusion, not much books did impress me. IDONTKNOWWHY.

Its hard for me to continue reading a book till the end.

Cause i always lost interest in the middle.

And i was thinking will a book called, puppy love after spm..

LOL.bb

the road nt taken

felt so sad again.

Was viewing some pictures and was wondering that what if i was there...what if what if...

damn fuck...im never satisfied with the life i have...

i always wanted to try everything out in my life.

always so greedy.

safe me!

Desa Water Fark

its 11 oclock in the morning.

Nicky woke me up telling me there is a call for me.

Dave invited me to go Desa waterpark.

I said yes and got rdy.

I dragged Tay to go with me too.

Rm24 for entry and the park is smaller than Lost world or Tambun.

It totally does sucks but we enjoyed it to the max.

What we do much is swimming.

And we tried the LOngest Thunderbolt in Asia.

Thats what they advertised. Not JOking.

After swimming we were so hungry . We went to Mid Valley to have lunch.

After lunch we went for Save House. Awesome movie

After movie, we head to Steven`s Corner.

Awesome mamak. Wana try out all the food there!