Beauty, Smart and Heart?

I would like to express what kind of girls I would like to live since it is raining cats and dog in this lovely morning. Yes. I haven't slept yet.

I admit that before smartness, she will need to have beauty, Because without beauty, I wouldn't have notice. But she would have to be that pretty. She just have to be the one that you can see without getting bored.

The way i made that first statement doesn't mean beauty comes first. Smartness is my priority. I would like to have a girl that is unique in the way her think and the way the act. So special in a way that i could admire her. Special in a way that when people ask me what is so special that i could actually answer them. I wouldn't mind if she is smarter than me. I think i could handle smartness.

But smartness comes with a price. Smart girls tend to have less heart. May be in my preferences. I would mind if she is less caring to others, but she just have to care for me. But heart also meant that i would need more effort to make sure that I'm the one. But with more effort also meant that she would like to have more personal time which is hard for me to handle.  Well, choosing less heart also meant it's hard to convince her that I'm the one for her but it's easy to convince her that she is the one for me. LOL

The City of Stress

im sorry jeffrey. but I suddently feel like opening blogspot. I still cant` control my feelings. Im so fucked up. fuck me. kthks bye. i feel better now.

VR1

So, tonight was the night we planned since weeks ago.
Clubbing after the ezam week.
At 10 sharp we head to Virtigo at The Gardens.
Apparently no people was inside although its Ladies night.
So, we headed to Mist and Milk.
Sadly, its was also quite empty. Maybe because of the rain.
So we headed to Sultan Ismail road.
Theiban suggested it cause he told us that today was happening there.
We headed to a club VR1. We paid
And got trolled. Its also almost empty.
So we decided to drink finish d Chivas and head to another club opposite which is Water.
HAHAHAHA...but when its almost 1, theres alot of people.
We danced like mad ass. And got to pick up some girls..hahahahaha!! ok...not gona eleborate more on that.
Vr1 is mostly malays and indians. No chinese. I think im the only chinese there. HAHAHA.
But its also the best club i ever been. Because everyone is friendly there.
The sound system was not bad. U can feel your soul dancing with you.
Though its not that high class. i can rate it as the best night.
See ya! ^^

Clubbing fewer.

from now onwards, im gona list the best clubbing spot in malaysia.

Clubbing

yesterday was a hell of a night.
probably d best day ever.
I finally got drunk.OMG!
hahaha..i remembered everything i did.
i slapped frends face. Got slapped by my frends.
got ragging from frends. you know what i love getting drunk.

I just had an argument with my mom just now.
I felt so bad as i just arrived Ipoh and had this in the car.
I finally realised that that every parents have their own way and that was my parents way.
My mom are those that only had family for her life.
Family is always first and the last.
Well, i could not have more disagree with her.
It`s just that she cared too much for me, studies , health, financially and also my security.
As for me , i always wanted to prove to my parents that they have raised me well and now m 19 and im able to take responsibility of my financial and my studies.
My mom just got unreasonable just now. She was dragging till i felt so bad.
She dont know if she misunderstood me or whatsoever, I tried to tell her that i just want to be responsible for what i did but she told me that have you imagine when one day that no one will ever care for you that you felt that you was lacking one.
Those sentences tore my heart apart. Even writing them now is suffocating.
I knew that i had wrong by the way i talked just now but you were wrong too.
Sometimes, i just could held on to my anger as you literally hurt me by the way you talked.
Anyway, I just wanted you to know that I will always be a good boy in your eyes and be a successful person in life that you will never regret on giving birth to me.
This is your son. This is jeffrey. Trust me. 

I really adore people that is into religion that is always good at managing their life but i adore more that is good at managing life without saying the word `God` as their daily life.

Sometimes, its really annoying that the only thing they can advise people or comfort people is by using the word `His Will`.

Well, what im trying to say is that we are friends. You are talking to a human. Why cant you talk back to me like a human instead of saying that `He is just testing you`. 

Zzzz....Its like talking to a small kid that Mummy is good. Follow my steps.

Hell. Well, if mummy is good, he will realise it and follow her foot steps.

Yeah. I think you dont get what im saying.

For example: If you are representing a religion that doesnt mean that you have to tell everybody that you are representing that religion while doing your stuff or what so ever.

If you are really that great, people will come to you eventually and ask you. So you are that religion? Thats what makes you proud saying it than telling the whole street that you that what what what.

Here is a real story. A professor from canada is rich. Had had lots of money. House. Car. Family. But he is missing something. Happiness through his soul. He did research on plenty of religion and end up as one of them. He says that looking through the community of that religion really didnt attract him at all. He says if he lives within that community , he would never fall for it. However , he is from canada and was attracted to it.

Moral of the story was. Stop saying any sentence that is related to him. Stop saying doesnt mean that you stop loving or stop caring. It just makes you be a better and stronger from the inside. God still sees you. Stop being an attention seeker.